Been dealing with so much...crap. I really hate it and put on that plastic smile. I think I can recoup though, trying to get back on here. So, hi folks...heh, how's it going?
EDIT: Y'all want to know what happened but...I dunno, I'm an idiot. I did something that made me hate myself and got me right in the head. Everything has been confusing larely, and it's my fault. I'm not sure I can really say what it was, but, it's...difficult.